“Have you ever thought of trying this colour? I think it would look good on you” “Why would you think that thing would look good on you? It sucks.” Or “What do you do, do you plan to explore further?” “What do you do, don't you think there are plenty of other things that could have been accomplished this whole time?” It's quite easy to recognise that there's a huge difference in both of these sentences in each example, right? Well. The mind that can differentiate and understand the tone, and the meaning of the sentence just by reading, often fails to understand while hearing the same thing from someone.(fails in the sense - of always being unable to understand the true intention of a particular person.) yes, I have the same kind of mind and I believe many of us do. Yeah, I mean sometimes, I just cannot discern the intention of the person, which causes me to doubt myself (self-doubt) and constantly overthink. It creates a very large kind of chaos in my mind, which I know is...
Having a life without getting your heart broken at the end of the day is like having a key without having notches on it. I mean that unevenness is necessary to get the thing done. It is what is meant to be, isn't it? Similarly, the worst days that happen are the most important ones. But we don't necessarily acknowledge that right? We just curse the whole situation, wish that it shouldn't have happened, and move on.
I had this one bad day or the hardest I ever experienced, cried for hours and ended up feeling like a total loser. I was feeling alone, There was nothing else going on in my mind, just all the negative things that were ever said to me, all the embarrassing moments I felt and the loop was just going on. I tried to recall some memories but it just didn't work at all. I couldn't stop crying, in that moment I just wanted to stop myself from crying and suddenly I remembered a thing that my best friend told me when I had a previous breakdown. She said :
whenever you feel the lowest of yourself, think and wish for something that you have been wishing for always.
I did the same.
I don't know how I fell asleep, but when I woke up it wasn't less than a miracle. I woke up to 3 calls, 2 from my closest friends and one was an unknown number. I talked with them and that sure made me feel so much better. I dialled the unknown number after. I dialled, I couldn't recognise the voice but deep down I knew that this was someone I'd talked with. Then I realised it was an old friend of mine, who casually called, saying they had some reunion the day before, and they recalled me for how nice a person I was for them. It shook my mind. The same day I was feeling so shit about myself and the same day, the people I admired the most were talking and encouraging me like this. And also they call you the next day!
This wasn't something I had wishing the night before, it was something else, but the thing I got was really necessary for me that day! To hear how people admire you, how people love you. From that day, my belief in making a wish has become stronger than before. When we wish for something, we won't always get what we wished for, instead, we get what we need the most!
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